Vanity

Wow, I was just looking over my posts lately, and I sound like a very superficial person.  I mean, what am I thinking?  Hair...makeup...exercise...tanning...  I'm really not a vain person.  I guess I'm just working on feeling better about myself.  In a small way, I think I have been feeling better.  I've lost the majority of my "baby weight" and now I'm just working on the little things.  I can't control the flabby belly with stretch marks, but I'm trying to do things that will help me focus on what I can control and feel good about.  I've still got a long way to go, I guess, but the important thing to me is I'm trying.  It makes me feel like I'm accomplishing SOMETHING.  Plus, I feel like I owe it to Brett not to look like this quite yet: